Stole it from *hikachuuu   IDEK if this is interesting lol, I'm a boring person. = v = b

Confession 1: Your biggest fear.

Ending up in a job I hate just to make ends meet, and never seeing my dream realized.  _{Also being forever alone}


Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.

I've had worse, but I don't remember them anymore--but I did have one after the earthquake.  It was my sister and I; I lived in Japan and had a job offer at a company here.  I took it, and then they offered to give a similar job to my sister if she wanted it.  She took it and we lived here together, in some coastal village that creeped up a mountain and had really tall buildings and such.  Then one day, I was up on the mountainside delivering/getting some papers from a different office, and a tsunami came and wiped away the town beneath my feet.  My sister was still down there.  I saw the building she was in fall.


Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.

Cockroaches.


Confession 4: Best dream.

; A ; I have a lot!  Uhh, well, there was this one that had this guy, in my own personal happy world that I haven't made public yet (hehe).  The world is supernatural in nature, and he was a somewhat-famous thief stealing magical/powerful items from people.  Long story short, he was doing it so he could release a sealed demon-god thing and save his love.  = v =+  But there was a twist in the story, and he was being chased by a pair of investigative agents who were trying to figure out who he was, where he was going to steal from next, and it was all very Conan the Detective meets errr Assassin's Creed perhaps?  Meets Majin: the Forsaken Kingdom. 8)


Confession 5: Favorite memory.

....another myriad of answers.  . A .  Uuuh, well, there is the experience I had playing in various bands - that feeling of all really, honestly being together and creating this thing that is just beautiful in its emotion (though that emotion may not be happy, always, but also sad, or exhilarating, or fearsome, or sinister---or anything) - that kind of feeling is really the best.  Also playing "pretend" outside with my sister over summers as a kid, or watching a movie with my dad when we were home alone - those are really high up there, too.  And making cookies with my mom (ooo, all those Christmas candies---).  And blasting Phantom of the Opera over the speakers and singing along as my sister and I did our chores.  Raising kittens (too many to count) - their warmth on my lap as they napped, and playing with them, and teaching them how to drink milk on their own or how to go up and down stairs....

...Life is pretty sweet, yo.


Confession 6: Worst experience.

Trying to sleep my first night in Japan, after I had been faced with six giant cockroaches in my apartment and they ALL FLEW after I sprayed them with the killer spray.  And then putting traps everywhere and finding another 10 more in them the next few days (not even counting the smaller ones, the innumerable smaller ones).  Oh God.  Cockroaches, any memory with cockroaches.


Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.

People who are closed books.  You've met them; they have an opinion and no matter what you say, they will not change it.  In fact, not only will they not be open to changing it, they won't even listen to what you're saying or admit you might have a point as well.  Their minds are like blank walls, and you can shout at it all day and all you'll hear is your own voice bouncing back at you.

Also, I have a lot of driving pet peeves.  We'll leave those alone. *is maayybbee slightly road-ragey*


Confession 8: Something you're paranoid about.

People who know me irl somehow finding out my username and connecting it with my artwork.  I know, I'm weird.  There's just something kind of creepy about someone I know suddenly being able to check out the pictures I've drawn whether or not I'd want them to.  My art says a lot about me. ( .__.)  Yet I'm completely okay about online folks (and of course friends) seeing it.  I guess it's just the whole anonymity thing?

Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.

'This person is cool.'  8)  My bff and I pretty much just clicked right when we first met.


Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.

God takes care of those who take care of themselves.


Confession 11: What annoys you the most.

Japan's lack of understanding of baking.  In so so so many ways.


Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die.

Find true love.  


Confession 13: Biggest regret.

Regret is a funny thing.  It is easy to regret things when there were two clear options before you, and you chose one only to see the other was clearly the better choice.  However, these instances are rare.  I look back at my life this far and I can only see confusion.  I see the choices I made and I can only wonder at what would have happened if I had taken another route.  Do I regret the path I took?  How can I, when I don't know what would have happened if I walked the other one?  In fact, most of my decisions, there simply were no clear paths before me, and I mulled my way through somehow and ended up...somewhere.  Do I like where I am?  Yes.  Do I regret how I got here?  Not particularly.  I understand my own choices, and why I did what I did, and I know if I were faced with those decisions again at those times, I would still walk this path.


Confession 14: Hidden talent.

Double-jointed fingers, all save my left thumb (randommmm).  Also, I can twitch my nose like a rabbit.  Not flare the nostrils, but make it pull inwards.  ....I don't know how to explain it, lol xD


Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.

My imagination.  Also, though it's a drawback as well, my tendency to over-think things.  It means I end up thinking of all sorts of different problems that might arise when trying to execute something and can prepare for these issues.  It also helps me come up with the myriad of details I have in my head for the stories I make.  However, sometimes I get a little too caught up with them and lose sight of the bigger picture. ;;


Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.

Mmmm, my introvertedness.  No, that's not really true.  Hmm, I guess, my noob-ness when it comes to the world of dating. orz  No laughing.


Confession 15: Worst habit.

I actually developed the nervous habit of pulling out my eyelashes and eyebrows.  It developed in late elementary/middle school, and I still struggle with it now.  I had managed to transfer that tick to my nails (pampering them, not peeling/biting), but when I picked up guitar I had to keep them short so it appeared again.  I'm working on it.  . w .


Confession 16: Most important person in your life at the moment.

8(  I can't pick.  I hold all of my friends and family near to my heart.  To lose any of them would be horrible.


Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.

........The skill to get a job on demand. _{Is that even a real skill lmao idek}


Confession 20: Biggest compliment you've ever received.

Once, someone started watching me because someone else had told them that I was a good artist.  I was extremely touched, that someone would think I was good enough to recommend to someone else.  I'm not a good artist, folks, don't watch me.


Confession 21: What you hate most about society.

....Politics.  Or maybe I should say, politics that do not represent the people, and instead only represent the people who are in power.


Confession 22: Something that makes you cry.

The old, original movie 'Heidie,' that part of 'Lilo & Stitch' where the older sister sings that song (Aloha O'ue? something like that) , the song 'Concrete Angel' by Martina McBride.


Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.

Bill Cosby.  That man is a genius.  


Confession 24: Most treasured possession.

My computer--nah.  Well, kind of; it was a gift from my parents for graduating college, so for that reason and not cuz it stole my life and heart and won't give it back.  Also, my collection of necklaces.  Every necklace I own has some sort of significance to me. 8)


Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.

Dubstep.  And they were right, I don't like it. 8D


Confession 26: Strangest hobby.

Uhh.  I'm a rock nerd.  I collect stones.  When I'm bored at work I wiki various types and study them up.  o v o


Confession 27: Biggest ambition.

Work at a gaming company building game worlds and storylines as a concept artist.  Like everyone else out there.


Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.

That I was right.


Confession 29: A random confession.

My favorite color is white.  Also, if I'm reading something that has incorrect grammar or spelling in some way, I must reword it/respell it in my head before I can continue to read the paragraph or move on to something else.

Oh, and I have problems remembering how to spell all the forms of 'occur.'  Occurring, occurred, occurrence, these words always make me use spell-check. //sob//


Confession 30: A few words to honestly describe yourself.

Stubborn, tactless, lazy, boring, quiet, nerdy, grammarian, picky, judgmental, impatient, easily distracted.

Practical, imaginative, intelligent (I think lol), patient (lol, I'm contradictory--it all depends on the situation), attentive to detail, a good listener, considerate, responsible, anti-emo.  I do not break promises, nor do I make promises lightly.  I pay back all money I owe someone.